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i owe you guys BIG… for not letting me get big >’-’

you guys are so wonderful. you would never let me give up on myself. in the past my little stints with being depressed would last weeks. but when you’re getting beautiful boosters, loving comments, and virtual hugs you can’t get down for too long. this morning i woke u and thought, “oh another day of feeling like crap. another day of sitting on my a**, another day of gorging myself with sweets and snacks.” i got on here and checked my messages, thank you all. you have given me the strength to say ” today CAN be a good day.”

some of my buds know i have been kickin around the ideas of the No “S” Diet. (here’s the link for more info:  http://www.nosdiet.com/ ) . well, i have decided to give it a whirl.  maybe it will help motivate me to shake off these last pounds. and set up a good base for maintaining. it deals with some of my trigger issues. so wish me luck (i know you will). and accept my thanks- you’ve done more for me than you could ever know ;)

my life is like a rollercoaster, baby-baby…..

well, i’m just sittin here being kinda depressed. and i feel stupid because one of the last blogs i wrote was all super positive and now i’m in the dumps again. it makes me not even want to come on here. and then i feel like a hypocrite for giving other people advice while i’m at home eating cookies….yes i was..and worse. i don’t know why it’s always like this for me. up, down, up, down…….let me off-i’m gunna be sick! it’s not all weight-loss related, there’s other stuff going on. and it doesn’t help that i have zero friends at home. wow, i can’t believe i just announced that to the world. but really- what 23yr old girl has NO friends!?! me, i guess:) as for the weight loss/diet/exercise/etc. i feel tired of it. i’v been doing this (consistantly) for 2years now. i know it’s a lifestyle change but sometimes i just get so sick of worrying about fitting in cardio and strength training. or keeping my calories down. i want a day, a week, something, off from it. of course, then i’m afraid i’ll gain it all back. okay so i guess tihs blog just turned into a rambling vent with no purpose……………..

what this weekend has in store….another trip to the Shriner’s

tomorrow at the bum-crack of dawn i will be getting on the road, for another visit to the Shriner’s outreach clinic. you know those guys that wear the funny little hats?

little backround info: my son was born with clubfoot. a birth defect where the foot(s) is twisted in and down. if untreated the person appears to be walking on their ankles. we were lucky enough to get sponsered and accepted into a Shriner’s Hospital. a week after delivery i was making 6hr drives to have my son’s foot casted. we did this every week for about 10 weeks. then he graduated to a brace-like contraption he wore 24/7. now he’s only required to wear it at night.

so….tomorrow i go back and we see what the doctors say. i am hoping he will not need the brace anymore, it has been 2yrs. now that he is a little older, it is more of a pain for all of us. but i am so thankful for the great doctors,  you wouldn’t even know he had clubfoot unless someone told you. he walks, runs, and plays just like any kid. and i would not want to risk it coming back, so i will do whatever the drs. say. i am just hoping:)

i am also hoping i will be able to stay on point with my diet while out of town. always a toughie!

wish me luck. great weekend to all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i’m so close i can almost taste it…..and it taste better than any dough-nut!

i am so darn close to my goal. and i am really proud of how far i have come- physically and mentally/emotionally. i’m grateful for my leaner/stronger body. happy that i know i can maintain it this time. happy i’v made a lifestyle change. happy i’m setting a good example for my family/friends. glad that i have found some peace with my eating issues. when i think back…say.. 3-4ys. ago, i can’t even recognize myself. i am so thankful to be smoke-free. no longer dealing with substance issues. no longer living in pain and depression. being able to wake up and feel strong is more than i ever thought possible. it certainly has been one heck of a journey. and i know i still have work to do, and that’s okay that’s just part of living. i know i can continue on to any goal(s) i set. and if i can….. you can too!

for the music junkies……

let me see you dance all night……..to this DJ

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u_pT278MRFs&feature=related

take it back a few…………..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6vAqekT-GuA&feature=related

a little creepy classic…..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qiSkyEyBczU

it’s your life………….

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zEAzxDMYrWU&feature=relatedmake sure you have love and peace……

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rnDrbagYm24

take me home……

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-eaaR1Ay5P0

mondays????

what sunday threw up.

anyone else here not crazy about mondays? you might enjoy this:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=POl4vFp-5os

just remember monday is just another day. hope you’re all having a good one.

Just breathe. another day.
Another day, just believe.
Another day.
Im used to it by now.
Im used to it by now.
Just breathe. just believe.
Just breathe. just believe.
Just believe. just breathe.
Just believe.

*one of my favorites:))

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JdUpxch4F8M

feeling the urge to binge….oh no!

so the past two weekends i’ve binged and felt awful. i’m doing so great this week, i really don’t want to go down that road. i just got hit with a lot of stress today. wow, lots. i feel hungry and upest. bad combo! so far i’ve tried exercising, talking on the phone, and now i’m reaching out to you guys…….

a week of tips

during the week a lot of diet/exercise/health tips come my way. so i thought i would share:)

http://madelynfernstrom.ivillage.com/health/2008/03/the_truth_about_chocolate.html?nlcid=cv|06-06-2008|   *this is an article and video segment on the benifits (if any) of chocolate.

http://www.womansday.com/food/13186/15-slim-down-fast-suppers.html  *15 easy dinners all under 400 calories. they look delicious!!!!

http://madelynfernstrom.ivillage.com/health/2008/05/do_appetite_suppressants_work.html?nlcid=dt|06-04-2008|  *do diet pills work?

http://slideshow.ivillage.com/beauty_style/find_a_swimsuit_that_flatters/how_to_find_a_swimsuit_that_fl.html?nlcid=bs|06-04-2008|  *how to find a swimsuit that flatters your body.

http://www.lhj.com/lhj/story.jhtml?sssdmh=dm17.318466&storyid=/templatedata/lhj/story/data/postparty_11122001.xml&esrc=nwdt49&email=1473371764  *getting over a bad binge.

http://www.fruitandveggieguru.com/ExtraSections/ProduceandYourHealth/EasytoEatMore/tabid/93/Default.aspx?  *easy ways to get more produce in.

so hopefully those links work. or you can copy and paste them in your browser. and hopefully there is something of interest to you!

interesting responses…more on meditating

it was interesting to see some of your responses on my blog about meditating. i din’t think anyone would be that intrested. so i decided to share a little more info. from an article i just read in Heart-Healthy Living.

” meditation may hold the key to banishing stress-related health woes. including tension, anxiety, headaches, poor-quality sleep, and in severe cases, cardiac irregularities. It decreases heart rate, rate of breathing, and blood pressure. meditation also produces changes that are physiologically opposite to those that occur during stressful situations. all it takes is to invoke the relaxation response in sitting quietly for 10-20 min, once or twice a day. but don’t add to your stress level by regarding it as something you have to do. think of it as something you want to do. an opportunity to relax and refresh your mind and body. practicing occasionally is better than not practicing at all. however, practicing everyday is better than practicing irregularly.”

seated meditation-rest comfortably on floor or in a chair(use pillows or cushions to keep back supported, ensuring lungs expand fully). rest your hands on knees and close eyes. take a few deep breathes and then begin breathing normally. be aware of your breath as it enters and leaves. sit quietly for at least 15 min. if your mind wanders or focuses on specific thoughts, bring focus back to your breath. or focus on a mantra phrase or word.

walking meditation-establish a path at least 20 paces long and free of obstructions. walk as slowly as possible from start to finish, hands hanging at side or loosely clasped in front of you. at such a slow pace you might have problems keeping your balance, if so focus on your footfalls and feel the ground beneath your feet.

ambient sound meditation-sit or lie down comfortably and close your eyes. focus your attention on the sounds you hear.(ticking of a clock, traffic, birds etc.)center your attention only on the sounds without forming any thoughts about them- simply let them wash over you.

“focus on taking diaphramatic breaths. know that you will have a variety of thoughts, do not resist the thoughts. just let them go and bring your focus back to your breathing. do not resist the physical sensations you may notice, instead try to relax one body part at a time. working feet to head or head to feet.”

want more info.? try googling ‘meditation’. you’ll be surprised at how much great info is out there. i also like to practice breathing exercises. anyone familar with yoga has probably tried some. i’m sure you can google ‘breathing exercises’ and get some good responses.

happy relaxing&recharging!

anyone here meditate?

i’v dabbled around with this before. but i just started doing it regularly. boy, it can be hard to block out all those thoughts. you don’t realize how much you stress until you try to clear your mind. even just a few minutes is rewarding! it’s kind of a weird feeling sometimes though, almost a high. and i def. gotta set a timer, cuz once i start going i have no sense of time. i recommend it to everyone. your experiences?

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